I’ve debated back and forth about whether to write about my depression.  So far, I haven’t really gone there too much for various reasons, however, by avoiding the subject, there are weeks, if not months, of silence on the blog.  Personally, I don’t think most people want to read about unhappy things.  Everyone seems to have enough downers in their own lives, without reading about someone else’s.  I don’t know.  Maybe that’s not accurate, but I feel like it probably is. 

Realizing this was the primary reason for not writing caused me to question why I write.  Do I write for myself, or do I write for my readers?  I concluded that I write for both, so I decided I would allow myself to post even when I’m not feeling great.  If you would prefer I stick to the sunshine, rather than include the rain, I’m sincerely sorry.  Should you show up to the blog and find a dreary post, please just check back again later.  Thankfully, a sunny post is usually not too far behind.